22-Nov-log

Today it was a Saturday, I had taken the normal medicines last night with one difference:- I had replaced lorazepam 2mg with etizolam 1mg and got up early in the morning at 7:00 with a sense of wakefulness but then after 15 minutes I hit the bed again and slept, I must say it was a dreamy sleep, and I got up at around 12 noon if I am not mistaken, in fact I don't remember what time I got up(this is another characteristic about my psyche, I tend to loose track of time).

Then after I got up I have been off and on listening to songs and watching tv serials on netflix.. I must say that it has been some kind of a binge.

Towards the evening I went out for tea at Ravi's cigarrette shop and then after having a chat with him and a significant talk with Narayan Ji over the phone in Shimla..Then I headed off to the Central Market mall , I was obviously thinking where to go Subway or Samosa Party?? I had never gone to Samosa's so I decided to go there. I had thought I would take out some time and spend it there, there I ordered a dahi samosa and I had it served in a jiffy.

Then I came back home and tried to recapitulate what I had done.. Also I learnt about the civil disobedience thing which was the major take away from the day.(Not to give away your freedom even if you are forced to).. Be aloof, it helps!! Be Strong!! Work out your own food habits if no one is catering to you.

Cost of a ready to eat pindi chole is 85 Rs and rice is all you need.. instead You can go to food street and have a paratha in 50Rs. 

By the question for the day can I try taking 0.5mg of Etizolam vs 1mg of ativan vs 0.5mg of clonazepam.